I've been walking on my own for a very long time,
I've been a witness,
I've been a preacher,
I've been a victim,
I've been a teacher,
I have friends that i'm close too,
And a family,
Yea i'm suppose too,
They all say they care,
But i'm stuck between the heck who,
I'm looking in the mirror and i'm saying "why me,"
Why is it hard for everyone to see
That i can't be
Everything they want me to be,
I'm just me!
I pull in that cigarette,
That weed,
That crack,
I was told not to take it
But i can't take it
I can't cope!
I've been bullied again,
And i keep screaming,
As these suicidal thoughts,
They keep coming they wont go!
I don't want go to school,
I don't want to be laughed at,
I just want to be a normal kid!
I put that bottle to my head
I don't care what she say!
Can't she see i'm stressed!
I've been at work all goddamn day!
My boss is a prick,
He wont stay out my way,
I might be getting fired,
And she's saying don't drink,
Honey where are you going!
I didn't mean to cheat!
It was she who dragged me under the sheets,
I begged and plead,
And told her to stop,
But then i got so horny and this is where we ended up.
Dear God please,
Save my family,
I just want mom and dad to be happy,
Like when they had their first date,
Please God don't let them separate,
Let them stay and raise me together,
I'm only eight.
My mom don't understand,
She wants to ruin my life!
I'm gonna run away with him,
And i will never call home,
Why can't i do it?
She did it when she was young.
Well i'm just a witness,
And i saw everything,
This person who couldn't be accepted for who they are,
Just accept them for who they are,
And not what they trying to be.
This boy who was told not to do drugs,
But smoking does kill,
It kills you slowly.
This kid who was bullied and wants to commit suicide,
You only have one life,
Don't go killing yourself for some idiot who thinks they're better than you,
Remember i said they "think" they're better than you,
This man who drinks whenever a problem arise at work,
You're affecting your family,
Put the bottle down.
This guy who's a cheat but won't take the blame for it,
Don't be a fool and cheat on her,
There's no guarantee she'll come back,
Most of the times,
She belong to you,
But if someone else is making her happy,
She won't come back.
This little boy who wants his family to stay together,
Parents try your best to not separate or divorce.
You won't be thee only one hurting.
And this young girl who thinks her mom hates her.
She's trying to protect you from making foolish mistakes in your life,
She's been been there,
It's her job to correct you,
And put you on the right path,
You'll thank her later.
But i'm just a witness,
Who preach what i see,
Cause I've been a victim and I've taught myself,
How to stand up,
All on my own,
Since I've been walking for a very long time,
And i'm still all alone.
